Part 2.
So today we found out that Alana was having a baby girl, Alana was exicted, but not my parents they didn't even go with us to the doctors office, just me and her. At first she was afraid, but eased up. The baby was healty, so far. When we got back home boy was I in for a suprise, Dad had Ashlee over. My Mom wasn't at home. We all had a talk about how he cheated on my Mom not long after she was just pregant with me. Ashlee's mom was Miranada Thrown, my Mom's worst enemy from high school. Ashlee seemed alright and she said it was good to finally have a Dad in her life. I was civil with her, not believing her sob story and remembering how she cheated on me with Stone. After she left, Mom came home and Dad told her. She exploded of course. I thought divorce would be comming soon. Later I was texing DJ and almost called him Stone, Stone was the only thing on my mind latley. I snuck out to go see Stone at night at his college dorm, ( he is 18, and freshmen in college)we sat and watched a movie and after it was over we were kissing. I felt horrible but happy at the same time what was I going to do about him and then what about DJ ? Right now life is totally confusing. Eve told me I was going to be her maid of honor can you believe it ! Atleast that is something to be happy about. I just think they should wait to get married until later, but hey it's there life. I just hope she doesn't change after she is married. And I got a text today from Demi saying that her BF for 2 years propsed, I was happy but had the same feeling as with Eve, and then I thought, was this just an act for attention instead of real love. How do I know anymore, I know I am not getting married anytime soon. And the sun brings another day to approach, dreadfully.
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